Saturday, October 25, 2008

Khmer border camps

Khmer Boder Camps Map by UNHCR.

Below are two maps of the Khmer resistance camps at the Thai-Khmer border bewteen 1979 and 1990.


During one of my visit to Cambodia, I met Saroeun, a friend from Ampil camp, who was a logistician soldier. He brought foods for the Khmer soldiers stationned at the nothern border of Cambodia, from Poipet to Anlong Veng. I told him that I am interested in visiting the old camps especially Rithy Sen (Ban Sagnae on the map) and Nong Chan. Surprisingly he told me that these two camps are occupied by the Thai military and are now part of Thailand. It is strange to me as I used to know that these two camps are on the Khmer territory and remember that just behind the camps, it was the border where Thai soldiers stationned behind the dyke-barrier.

I would also be interested in re-doing the same trip between Rithy Sen and Ampil as in 1984. During that year on April 17, the camps were under fierce fire of the Vietnamese army and schools were closed. Under the bombs and bullets, we moved to Site 1 camp, north of Ampil Camp, at the feets of Dangrek Mountain. As everything was closed, we got bore to stay in that crowded Site 1 camp. With some friends, we decided to go to visit relatives in Rithy Sen camp (I think it was in July or August 1984). To go to Rithy Sen (illegally of course), we had to cross:

- Ampil Camp where there were only soldiers on high alert
- Two or theree dangerous Khmer Rouge Camps
- Mine fields between each camp where Vietnamese soldiers can show up any time and gunned us down.

In spite of the dangers and the interdiction from the teachers/administration to do such trip to Rithy Sen, we decided to go anyway. On the way Site 1 - Rithy Sen, I was with Hok, Vansak, Vuthy and some others which I didn't remember clearly. A soldier brought us to the edge of Ampil Camp and showed us the direction to follow. He just told us to be careful of the mines and the Vietnamese soldiers (if there were Vietnamese soldiers presence, Khmer rouges soilders will fire and we will end up in a sandwich between the bullets and mines). The soldier wished us good luck (Sok Sabay Tham Plov).

We arrived at the no-man's land zone where there are only mines and a small path to follow to arrive at a Khmer Rouge camp (which I forget the name). Going out of that small path, our death would be guaranteed. Arriving at the Khmer Rouge camp, we were frighten to see them again but they looked kind toward us. They just asked us where we go. We followed our way in the forests near the border with fear in the stomach. From time to time, when we were too tired of the long walk, we got a break. We admired the old abondonned Khmer Angkorian temples. I remember Vansak said that in the near future Thailand will take over all these temples along the border... We continued our walk, crossing from time to time Khmer Rouge Soldiers on patrol. It was late in the afternoon when we arrived in a Khmer Rouge base called Phnom Chatt. We saw some Khmer Rouge soldiers cooking near the check-point (we would like they inviisted us to join them eating :-) -- I don't remember whether we ate sometihng during that day walking). They asked us where we go and then allowed us to follow our trip, across their camp. After that camp, I knew that Rithy Sen was not so far. We arrived in Rithy Sen camp late in the evening. I was happy to see the family after more than two years.

To be continue... On the way back from Rithy Sen to Ampil where we were almost sure that at least one of us was going to walk on mines....



Thursday, October 23, 2008

Songs which recall me the old time

Below are two of my favorite songs I used to listen to...

The first one is Battambang's Rose. When I hear the music it makes me think to the camp and Cambdia especially Battambang.

The second the song is Mother by Pink Floyd. I used to listen to it when I was student and espcially when I was at my enginerring school in Marseilles, South of France.

Enjoy,
Sakun

Kolap Battambang / Rose de Battambang by Sin Samuth



Mother by Pink Floyd


Mother, do you think they'll drop the bomb?
Mother, do you think they'll like this song?
Mother, do you think they'll try to break my balls?
Ooooowaa Mother, should I build a wall?

Mother, should I run for President?
Mother, should I trust the government?
Mother, will they put me in the firing line?
Ooooowaa Is it just a waste of time?

Hush, my baby. Baby, don't you cry.
Momma's gonna make all of your nightmares come true.
Momma's gonna put all of her fears into you.
Momma's gonna keep you right here under her wing.
She won't let you fly, but she might let you sing.
Momma's gonna keep Baby cozy and warm.
Oooo Babe.
Oooo Babe.
Ooo Babe, of course Momma's gonna help build a wall.

Mother, do you think she's good enough,
For me?
Mother, do you think she's dangerous,
To me?
Mother will she tear your little boy apart?
Ooooowaa Mother, will she break my heart?

Hush, my baby. Baby, don't you cry.
Momma's gonna check out all your girlfriends for you.
Momma won't let anyone dirty get through.
Momma's gonna wait up until you get in.
Momma will always find out where you've been.
Momma's gonna keep Baby healthy and clean.
Oooo Babe.
Oooo Babe.
Ooo Babe, you'll always be Baby to me.

Mother, did it need to be so high?

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

The useless Thai-Cambodia WAR has been erupted

Friends,

I am sad to learn this morning that war between Cambodia and Thai has been erupted.
I am sad to learn that Khmer people will suffer of this unnecessary fighting because of the ignorant of theirs leaders to solve the border disputed area by going directly to the UN or the international court.

I am sad that many Cambodian families and kids will be displaced from their homes with little belongings on the back. Remember that we had aready suffered of this kind of hell WAR because of the Vietnameses and now because of the Thais.

Two of our compatriot soldiers have been killed. Our soldiers have captured 10 Thais soldiers. And you know what? Our fucked-head ministers propose to release those soldiers if Thailand demanded. The ministers asked that those Thais to be well treated while Khmer people are mistreated by these ministers. Khmer leaders are always very kind to the foreigners and very savage toward Khmers.

I have nothing against the fact that we have to release those Thais but at least they have to pay the costs of the dead of Khmer soldiers as I know the families of these two brave soldiers will live in extreme poverty with no help from the government. What will be their future? The images of the funerals of the Khmer soldiers died in the battle fields which I and other students attended in Ampil Camp to support the suffering of the families come to my mind. The widows cried of the dead hero husbands, the small children, standing in front of the burned dead body fathers, didn't know what was happening.... What a terrible souvenir!

The images of the handicapped Khmer soldiers who are obliged to beg in the streets throughout the country to survive are profoundly shocking each time I visit Cambodia. Who care about them and their families once the country is not in war? No one and it is surely not the current Khmer leaders (some are more interested in eliminating Khmer intellectuals than to protect the nation's interests). Some days back I read a very interesting analyze about the behavior of the Khmer leaders (see the link below). Are they really Khmers?

http://khemara-jati.blogspot.com/2008/03/cambodge-preah-vihear-thailande.html


I am really touched about this useless war that during the whole day conference I had here in San Diego, I was not able to concentrate....

God bless Cambodia!

From your friend, in San Diego.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Souvenir exchange emails with Fr. Vincent

I am currently in San Diego for some days and still have jet-lag, I couldn't sleep (by the way, hello from San Diego). I connected to my mailbox and saw that I saved some emails I exchanged with Fr. Vincent. I share with you guys in his memory. The emails from Fr. Vincent are in bold .

These emails, in French, are the last ones I got from him as he had more and more difficulties to write.

Cheers,
Sakun

__________________________________________________________________
Date: Mon, 24 Jul 2006 12:00:54 +0200
From: yim@free.fr
Reply-To: yim@free.fr
Subject: Visit du 4-6 aout
To: vincentdierckx@tiscali.be

Bonjour mon pere,

nous aimerons vous rendre visite avec les enfants du 4 au 6 aout. Serez vous
disponible à ces dates?

Nous esperons que vous allez bien.

Merci,
Sakun

________________________________________________________________
Date: Wed, 26 Jul 2006 08:40:40 +0200
From: Dierckx Vincent
Reply-To: Dierckx Vincent
Subject: RE: Visit du 4-6 aout
To: yim@free.fr


Cher Sakun


Je suis tres heureux de vous recevoir 4-6 aout. Venez-vous en auto ou en train. Dans ce dernier cas, quelle est l'heure de votre arrivee a Leuven.
Je pourrais vous recevoir a la gare.

Vincent

_______________________________________________________________

Date: Fri, 28 Jul 2006 14:07:27 +0200
From: yim@free.fr
Reply-To: yim@free.fr
Subject: Re: Votre visite
To: Dierckx Vincent


Bonjour mon pere,

Nous allons arriver le 5/8 à 8h10 en avion à Bruxelles.
Ensuite nous comptons prendre le train de Bruxelles qui arrive à Leuven à 9h23.

Est ce qu'il faut qu'on reserve un hotel sachant qu'on arrive avec les 3 enfants.

Je vous appellerai la semaine prochaine. Nous partons demain matin pour un marriage à Metz.

Je vous embrasse bien fort.
Sakun
___________________________________________________________________
Date: Mon, 07 Aug 2006 09:34:35 +0200
From: yim@free.fr
Reply-To: yim@free.fr
Subject: Merci!

Bonjour mon père,

Nous avons été très content de vous revoir dans votre paisible maison. Les
enfants etaient echantés du voyage et d'etre aussi bien accueillis par vous
et le père Alois. Ils ont tous dormi dans l'avion de retour. Nous sommes
bien arrivés chez nous à 23h15.

Voici l'adresse du site internet parlant du site 2:

http://www.websitesrcg.com/border/camps/Site-2.html

Encore merci de votre accueil. Nous reviendrons vous voir dès que possible,
peut-etre avant notre voyage au Cambodge en décembre.

Je vous embrasse bien fort.

Sakun

__________________________________________________________________
Van: yim@free.fr [mailto:yim@free.fr]
Verzonden: maandag 11 december 2006 10:17
Aan: vincentdierckx@scarlet.be
Onderwerp: Bonjour mon pere

Bonjour mon pere,

comment allez vous?
Nous allons bien. les enfants aussi. Je pars au Cambodge dans 3 jours pour 3
semaines. Comme à ma chaque visite au Cambodge, j'ai une pensé tres fort
à vous. Je ne pourais donc pas passer vous voir avant la fin d'année. J'espere
passer vous voir apres mon retour du pays.

Je vous embrasse bien fort
Sakun
_________________________________________________________________
Date: Mon, 11 Dec 2006 14:57:24 +0100
From: Dierckx Vincent
Reply-To: Dierckx Vincent
Subject: Bon voyage!
To: yim@free.fr

Cher Sakun


Je te souhaite Bon Voyage! Mes meilleurs voeux vous accompagnent a Battambang!!

Vincent


___________________________________________________________________

Date: Wed, 04 Jul 2007 18:13:45 +0200
From: yim@free.fr
Reply-To: yim@free.fr
Subject: Visite
To: vincentdierckx@scarlet.be

Bonjour mon père,

J'aimerais savoir si vous etes disponible le 18 ou 19 août car nous aimerions passer vous voir. Le temps passe tellement vite que nous n'avons meme pas eu l'occasion de vous contacter pour prendre de vos nouvelles.

Les enfants ont grandi. David passe l'année prochaine en 5eme (College), Pauline en CP (1ere année primaire) et Maelle a beaucoup grandi. Elle a eu 2 ans en mai dernier.

Nous allons également démenager dans une nouvelle maison à la fin du mois. C'est bien dommage que vous ne pouvez pas venir nous rendre visite à notre maison.

Je vous embrasse,
Sakun
__________________________________________________________________
Date: Sun, 15 Jul 2007 08:54:59 +0200
From: Dierckx Vincent
Reply-To: Dierckx Vincent
Subject: RE: Visite
To: yim@free.fr

Cher Sakun,


C'est tres aimable de venir me voir. Oui je serai a votre disposition ces jours la. Desirez vous des chambers pour la nuit?
Amities a toute la famille,

Vincent Dierckx.
_________________________________________________________________
Date: Mon, 16 Jul 2007 00:27:54 +0200
From: yim@free.fr
Reply-To: yim@free.fr
Subject: RE: Visite
To: Dierckx Vincent

Bonjour mon pere,

Finalement je ne pourrais aller que le week end 25-26 aout. Serait vous
disponible?

Je vais essayer de vous appeller lundi matin.

Merci
Sakun
________________________________________________________________
Date: Mon, 16 Jul 2007 08:32:49 +0200
From: Dierckx Vincent
Reply-To: Dierckx Vincent
Subject: RE: Visite
To: yim@free.fr

Cher Sakun


Bien Sur je serai disponible pour le weekend 25-28 aout.
A bientot,

Vincent Dierckx

____________________________________________________________________
Date: Tue, 17 Jul 2007 10:38:44 +0200
From: yim@free.fr
Reply-To: yim@free.fr
Subject: RE: Visite
To: Dierckx Vincent

Bonjour mon père,

J'ai reservé les vols pour bruxelles:

- ALLER: LYON-BRUXELLES depart 25/08/07 10:50 - arrivée 12:15
- RETOUR: BRUXELLES-LYON depart 26/08/07 14:45 - arrivée 16:15

Je serai avec Saren. Si possible, nous aimerions une chambre pour la nuit du 25
aoùt.

Merci et à très bientot,

Sakun

___________________________________________________________________
Date: Mon, 30 Jul 2007 08:28:43 +0200
From: Dierckx Vincent
Reply-To: Dierckx Vincent
Subject: welcome
To: yim@free.fr

Cher Sakun,

Je vous vattends le 25 et 26 aout et les chambres sont reservees.

A bientot

Vincent

_________________________________________________________________
Date: Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:59:57 +0200
From: Dierckx Vincent
Reply-To: Dierckx Vincent
Subject: A bientot
To: yim@free.fr

Cher Sakun,

Une dame Cambodienne, du nom de PHALEK, viendra vous recevoir a
Bruxelles-areoport, et vous conduira a Leuven. Je vous attends pour le
diner.

Vincent

___________________________________________________________________
Date: Sun, 26 Aug 2007 21:09:35 +0200
From: yim@free.fr
Reply-To: yim@free.fr
Subject: Merci!
To: Dierckx Vincent


Bonjour mon père,

Nous sommes bien arrivés à Grenoble.
Nous sommes très content de pouvoir passer un excellent week-end avec vous.
J'espère vous revoir bientot.

Merci de votre chaleureux accueil.

Je vous embrasse,
Sakun

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Khmer Resistance was proud of you

I received the page below from KPNLF (Khmer People National Liberation Front) when some of you left for France in July/August 1990. Good souvenir!



Sothon, Chandara, Sophat, Phala, Vanak, Vily and Saren

Souvenirs from the boarding school

Two souvenir pictures from the boarding school in Dangrek Camp, Site 2

Below is the place where we slept in the camp (we moved 2 times). Each of us has approximatively 1 m longer space to sleep. All our belongings (nearly nothing except some books and some dresses) were put on the shelves over our head.

Sovantha, Sakun, AChap (Nickname -- sorry forget him real name), Phala, Mey


The place where we slept served also as a place for meals :-) And we ate directly in the cooking pots :-)


Phala, Mey, Sakun and Hok enjoyed the excellent lunch
Dangrek Camp, Site2. 4 July 1988

Souvenirs of Fr. Vincent

I took a look in my numerous albums and found some excllent souvenirs with Fr. Vincent. I share some below with you guys.

It is still hard for me to know that he is not anymore with us... For some unknown reasons, I always feel he is still alive and see his smiling face. For me I always think he is immortal -- during one of my visits to Cambodia, I was surprised to tell him that I try to come to visit my old biological father as much as can. He simled and told me that he is more older than my father... Of course he is older than him but I always see him young.


Phnom Penh, October 2002



The two pictures above are the same.
My Cambodian family, Father Vincent and my French parents, Site 2, April(?) 1990



Father Vincent's handwriting (the address is not valid anymore)